well.

i haven't posted a happy, pretty smiling blog in a while. usually when i blog, i'm complaining about something. so lets not break that tradition today...

last night i promised myself i'd be pulling an all nighter. i NEEDED to finish my english project, which i've procrastinated so long for. well, i made a fresh pot of coffee, and got to working. (start time: 11 o clock.) Now mind you, I am reading pride and Prejudice. It is like 500ish pages, and i was on page 46. The object of the project is to journal every week on what you have read. I had only written 2 journals, and they were both complete BS. (oh well.) SO I did 2 more COMPLETELY LEGIT journals, and it was now 1AM. My father Allen decides to come in my room and make me go to bed. So I pretend to fall asleep, then wake myself back up so i can finish. I drank another cup of coffee, and started reading more. i finished another journal, and it was 3 IN THE MORNING. I start another chapter. Next thing I know, my flustered mother is in my room telling me I missed my bus, and i have no ride to school. COOL. So I throw on a sweatshirt, throw my hair up, grab my crap, and run to a neighbors house to see if i could catch a ride with them. Luckily, I made it to school. But guess what. i still have 5 unfinished journals. so i get to english, and i don't turn it in. Then, at the end of the day, I missed the bus again because of my psycho screaming math teacher. Awesome.

But I mean, other than all that nonsense, I had a pretty good day. :)

what a beautiful day.

really, i love this time of year. spring has always been my favorite. the flowers are blooming, the birds are chirping, and it's the perfect temperature.

i'm turning 16 in 23 days. daddy bought me an early birthday gift. :)

her name is swifty. (yes after taylor swift) as in YES i will be playing just as good as t.swift soon. :) this is honestly the prettiest guitar i've ever purchased, even though it's the ONLY one i've ever purchased. i'm in love with it. i unzip her case everyday just to look at her. i'm taking lessons so i will soon be able to play her everyday :) i'm so excited! the design is beautiful. it has a cute little bird with a bunch of pretty little leaves and vines. gorgeous.

*a BIG thankyou to Brian Medas. He gave me a discount because of his beautiful daughter Nikki. Whom I adore. Just sayin*

(i have WAY to much animal print on my bed. obnoxious)

ahh

stress is getting to me. i have a aquired a beautiful planet on my left cheek. its just wonderful. i randomly started crying in my biology class today and i fell asleep while i was taking my english sol. the temperature in my history class was legitimately 52 degrees. today was not good. i want to sleep and go to florida and get tan. then i will be happy. is it friday yet?

a good weekend.

these are just a few of my faves :)

well, the weekend is over and i have left it with a sprained ankle, (blame it on ice skating and falling out of trees..) a nice sunburn, and many freckles on my face. i love freckles. my birthday is in a month and 2 days, i will finally be sixteen! and it cant come soon enough. ice skating is seriously just wonderful. and cold. and hurts when you fall. but i dont care!

i really really love my best friend. like honestly, i could never ask for anyone better.

and we made new friends... ahaghhaha

but now monday is over and i am ready for tuesday! except i have my least favorite classes tomorrow. please praaay.

i'm so tired

of never being good enough. honestly, i can never fully satisfy anyone. it's too the point where i just don't care anymore. and thank you parental units, for making it so much easier. oh wait..?

here's a list of things i don't do right!
1. homework, grades, just school in general.
2. spend time with my puppy. really? cause i'm with him for 3 straight hours after school while your still at work? cool.
3. spending time with my parents. honestly? i live with them. i'm with them all the time. and they're supposed to be my best friends. that's what we promised.
4. i'm "too emotional." haha. daddy tells me to "shut up and go cry in my room" while he's watching 24. love you too.
5. cleaning. when i'm the one that has to clean the kitchen everyday once i put charlie back in his room.
6. i'm sure theres more. blah

i just wanna be 5 again. so much easier.

well, i hope everyone had a good day :)

well hello

i feel like i keep neglecting this blog. it's just one more thing i've started and i'm not commited to finishing. that happens alot for me. like, this whole homework/school thing. its not workin. for my english class, i'm reading pride and predjudice. my teacher said i would enjoy it. i'm only on page 62 and i was given the assignment on january 28th. i'm supposed to be finished. it's not the books fault, its mine. i just cant concentrate. 5 pages will go by and i will have no idea what is going on, or if i've been reading the same line over and over again. in my history class, mr harrington doesnt like me. its not just my insecurity saying that. he truly doesnt. apparently my personality is too "in your face." sorrrry? and dont even get me started on my math teacher. i pretty much want to punch her in the face. everyday. i actually like my spanish teacher now, mr. quintero loves me hahaha. anyway so the ONLY reason i'm still enrolled at clover hill high school is because i have a beautiful little thing called showchoir. without it, i'd be a dropout. honestlyyy. & thats why i keep my 3.8 GPA! well anyway. my mind will be so at ease when i get my spring break!! and summmer(: i cant wait. hope everyone had a great day! PS sooooo excited for SEEK tonight. :)