I don't think our group has ever been this excited before. We screamed, we cried, we jumped, we hugged, we ran. The rest of the audience must have all thought we were on crack. we didn't mind. Iridescence 2009-2010 Grand Champions in the womens division & 3rd runner up in Overall Ratings. Awesome weekend down in Nashville, Tennessee. :)

hey y'all!

haha i haven't blogged in FOREVER. sorry. well i'm home sick :) because the past 2 AMAZING weekends have seriously drained me. but i don't care. last weekend was retreat -Thanks God! this weekend i went to nashville tennessee for a showchoir competition, and yeaaah we got GRAND CHAMPIONS BABY. pictures to come later. promise. <- this blog sounds so childish, but oh well luffff yalllll byeee

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scary right? i love it :)

i have a new outlook on everything. it's good :) everythings going to be fine cause I finally gave it up to God. and since he's the only one who truly knows whats best for me, i'll be listening for him more often. retreat is this weekend. i'm verrry excited. i think it's going to be wonderful. i'm excited to get fully reaquainted with Jesus and see what he has planned next for me! tomorrow can't come soon enough! but... i hate packing. me and jess made reallly pretty packing lists, haha, but actually getting everything together is not something i look forward to. oh well! how's everyone's day been?!

don't read this.

so hey. i don't really know how to say this to you. but here goes. why do you do the same thing to me over and over again. you play me like i'm some fool, and i'm not. you must think i'm completely stupid. well i'm not. how could you put me through the same thing over and over again. i gave up everything for you. including a really great friend of mine whom i cared very deeply for. and now he has moved on to bigger and better things, and i am left here. i made this decision on my own. but i thought i could trust you this time. i thought things would be different. you tell me you've changed, but here you are. proving me wrong like i knew you would. so why do i waste my time giving you ten second chances? why do i do this to myself. we're young. and i know we're immature but honestly. i don't know why i waste my breath and waste my time. i used to think i could never get better than you, and then i did. and i gave him up. for you. because i thought things were different. and here we are. right back where we started. you act like it doesn't matter. like i have no feelings, and like you don't care when i cry. and yes, i do cry sometimes. i want to change things i want to go back in time and change all the decisions i've made but i can't. i let them all happen and i can't change it. in all honesty, it's all my fault. isn't it? i surely know you think it is. so why even bother trying to fix things with you. i want to be done. i want to move on. but i always find myself going back to you. i dont want to. i want to be done. i don't know why i torture myself. i want to be done with you. but i never can. ever. but i'll have you know, one day, i won't be here. i'll be long gone, and i won't turn back around for you. one day you will see.

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here i go, following another one. ask me anything.

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i am sooo excited for this weekend. i really need it.

weekend,

was awesome. i went to see dear john with jess. i really want to find my "john" in the world. where is he? anyway, i'm tired and i feel sickly so i'm going to take some aleve and go read or something. school tomorrow? honestly.. i hope not.

love it

so last night's youth group has been the best it's been in a long long while. the 1822 band led amazing worship, and i seriously could have just stood there and listened and been completely satisfied. but i sang along, they did 2 of my favorite songs, which was awesome. great prayer and lesson, thanks stephen. you da bestt. anyway, it was great. and i got to see friends i havent seen in a long time. i was really hyper after youth group, so me and jessi went and got ice cream. yes. in the snow. it was awesome. for anyone who doesn't know, jessica butz is my absolute best friend. just throwin that out there :) on the way home, we had some Jesus talk, which led to boy talk, which led to What Jesus wants me to do with this boy talk... that was the best. I had a complete realization last night during Stephen's sermon, and I can't really explain it.. but I feel 110% better about my sitchiiation. <- WHat kinda word is that.

WELL i had to go back to school today, Ew. And i should be doing homework right now... but look where I ended up. Tehe.

Hey everyone, listen to this song "Forever and Almost Always" by Kate Voegele. Then you shall understand how my lifes been for like the past 2 years :)

DEAR JOHN COMES OUT TOMORROW.. AND I AM TOO PUMPED.

i missed you blogworld.

i have been gone so long. i haven't been on a computer since friday? i think. well anyway, the snow is here and is making my life wonderful because i haven't had school all week, and there's no school tomorrow :) life is fun. this is what my life's consisted of during my snowy vacation :)

this is what i woke up to at 7:42 on saturday morning :)

these are my friends lindsey and lori. we were attached at the hip until sunday night.

this is charlie. he absolutely loves the snow. even though he has to hop instead of walk.

my friend katie and me ready to sled.

we've been best friends since elementary school.


then i migrated to sarah shaw's house.

tim and i built an igloo. haha

charlie absolutely loves snow and never wants to go inside.

well this was my weekend/ week. how was yours?