the craziest thing...

tonight, after i brought my sweet ashley home, i stayed for 2 hours extra to hangout with jessica and to catch up on life. then at around 9ish i decided i should probably leave. and the road from their house to mine is very windy and narrow, so i always drive slow and use my brights. well as i made one of the sharp turns, i SWEAR i saw a girl walk out in front of my car. mind you, i was only going about 30 mph, so i slammed my brakes, legitimately afraid i had just hit a human being. immediately i started to panic. now this may sound dumb to you, but i got out of my car and looked around, but the girl was gone. or there was no girl at all. i am a strong believer in Jesus Christ, so I don't know my view on ghosts or spirits or whatever else, but i can guarentee this girl was not just a figment of my imagination. it literally scared me to pieces and i broke down crying, a car passing by would have thought i was crazy. i turned my car back on and started driving, and i didn't see her again but i felt like at any moment, she would walk out in front of me again. i honestly don't know what to think. i will describe her. she was wearing a faded yellow shirt, jeans, had short brown hair, and thats all i thought i saw. nothing like this has ever happened to me before. did i see a ghost? or am i just an exhausted teenager who watches too many scary movies? i don't know. but i know for sure i saw something. she just walked right in front of me, like she didn't even realize i was coming. it gives me chilly bumps right now. ahhhh i pray this never happens again...

one day

i want to record a christmas album. just for giggles. we got our long dresses today in the acapella choir i'm in today, and the boys got their tuxes. we got to sing in our apparel for the first time, and it was just magical to me. i love christmas music and the joy it brings :)

Yikes.

Christmas is 41 days away!! What deos everyone want as their gift? i'm not kidding... this is my favorite part of christmas. Other than the christmas eve service at WEAG, my favorite part of christmas is giving gifts to my friends and putting a smile on peoples faces. And christmas caroling... and feeding the homeless.. and having pastor hershamn pray over my family. I just can't wait to feel the warmth and love that these holidays bring.. I'm so excited!

it's charlies first christmas :)

hot coffee, lattes, hot chocolate! yum..

Who else is excited?!

i just wanna sing.

for the rest of my life.
that is all.

i wanna go on a roadtrip.

somewhere far far away. i don't know why, but i just want to get in a car and go. maybe to no where, i just want to go. to a place where no one knows me, to a place that the main road is made of dirt. a place where everyone hangs out at the nearest corner store. where i can not care about makeup, or cute clothes, or how my hair looks. i know this place is non existent, but maybe one day i can find a place that is similar to my dream.

and on my roadtrip, i'll be listening to this the whole way there. thanks elsbeth :)

Autumn.

You have completely and utterly stolen my heart.

I love the cold weather, and the changing of the leaves.

The chilly winds may numb my bones,

but it truly warms my heart.

I'm so happy to be able to order pumpkin spice lattes again.

November makes me happy for Christmas time.

When the gigantic tree is put up at Stony Point,

oh I cannot wait.

I love to wear my ugg boots, and my moccasins.

Walking around Richmond with my Northface zipped up,

enjoying time with amazing friends.

It makes me so happy.